Je ne veux plus y aller maman

Antonio Fischetti is a journalist at Charlie Hedbo, and on January 7, 2015 he escaped the terrorist attack thanks to a combination of peculiar circumstances. Once the shock wave passed, he felt the need to do some introspection to give new meaning to his life which had been fragmented by this tragedy. Among all of his murdered comrades was Elsa Cayat, the whimsical psychoanalyst who had a column in the newspaper. They had started a film together, in the form of interviews.  

Guided by the reminiscences of Elsa's words, Antonio Fischetti revisits his personal story and the reasons for his involvement with Charlie Hebdo. His film is both a sensitive and offbeat quest, questioning the power of images and the essence of the word 'freedom.'

Directed by: Antonio Fischetti
Country: France
Genre: Documentary
Duration: 1h 50min
Produced by: Les Films de la Boussole and II mots en images